2.19.2006
have u ever felt that u should have done something about urself?
have u ever felt that u shouldnt have done that?
have u ever felt regretful because of your own foolishness?
Well, i did. i regretted that i skipped remedial class and buy mister softee (that creamy delectable ice-cream really whets my appetite)at 7 eleven and hang around at the playground when i was in primary 6, if not i could have done better for my PSLE. And i regretted for watching television and not listening to my maths teacher(u have no idea how is she like) when i'm in class,if not i could have done better for my o's and i regretted for not organising my room, if not i wont be late for school.
at the end of the day i did feel remorseful. if i know i had given my very best,i wont mind getting an outcome which is not that gratifying, but in this case, its because of my childish mannerism that goes ''u can never be 17 or 12 again, so its ok''... NO its Not OK. So the past did play an important part in our life, it determines who we are today, u can't just forget ur past no matter how bad or ugly it is, all u can do is learn from it and grow up and move on, if u change ur habits , u will definitely gain respect and deference, maybe its easy for me to say . i know theres some souls out there who are in much more worse situation than i am and maybe my experience cant really relate to yours,so if i were to say that i understand, i can't, coz im not in ur shoes but i sure understand not quitting.
posted @ 11:59 PM
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